It Hasn't Happened Yet, But I Already Know How It'll Feel...

It hasn't happened yet, but I already know how it'll feel. Co-parenting terrifies me...

I didn’t realise how much fear divorce would bring with it. Until, of course time ticks by as you're going through it and co-parenting becomes a closer reality...

I’m scared of the silences that are coming.

Scared of routines I won’t control.

Scared of missing things I won’t even know I’ve missed.

I’m scared of co-parenting...

Of my kids growing up without me there all the time.

I know I’m not perfect.

I know I’ve made bad decisions that changed everything. But I'm terrified of a co-parenting life that I know is around the corner...

This hasn’t happened yet.

But I already know how it will feel.

Broken, but still a dad 💔